Random Thoufghts On A Sunny Friday Afternoon
ExperienceOld age and random thoughts seem to go together
Random thoughts from an old man. I am an old man and today my thoughts are wandering, and they wander along many a path.
At
lunch today M’Lady and I were having a reasonably healthy meal of
bitter gourd and stir-fried eggs with some nicely fried up chicken with
really crispy skin on the chicken by the way. And of course sitting with
us at the table, actually one underneath the table that would be choco
and the other sitting between us on the floor occasionally sticking his
nose in or over on my right-hand side as he would wish to, was our
Doberman that we call rusty. He must think that we are nearly blind and
terribly obtuse because as we're sitting there having our lunch and he's
sitting patiently at the table waiting for his share he will nudge us
every now and again with his nose. He'll just poke our arm until we look
at him and he will say with his eyes where's mine where's mine? It's
very hard to ignore her 50 / 60-pound Doberman sitting at the table
drooling but he thinks we can do it. The fact of the matter is that we
can't it's hard to ignore him. Matter of fact, right now as I sit at my
computer, I can see him outside lying down on the grass chewing away on
one of my old shoes. With old age and arthritis, I have trouble throwing
a ball. My old shoes? They're easy, you can just flip them like a
frisbee. It is much easier on the shoulder and the arthritis So; we play
with my old shoes. And he is a beautiful dog to watch running!
I am truly having wandering thoughts today. And it crosses my mind that
I live in very distinct worlds. There's the world of my memories. There
is also the world of day-to-day life in our yard, which is an
interesting yard that's full of vegetables and fishponds and turtles and
bamboo and snakes and spiders and all sorts of interesting things. And
then there's the world of the web. Now most days those worlds sort of
interact quite organically and I flow from one to the other without too
much trouble. Other days I like to stay in one or the other of the
worlds and let the other two just sort of fade away. I'm not sure which
day today is although as I'm at my computer and working on my blog I'd
say the web world right now is dominant.
Rick
and I go back a long way and that's a good thing. Nowadays we live
either eight time zones apart if you fly one way or 16 time zones apart
if you fly the other way. In any case he lives in Canada, and I live in
the Philippines and he kindly and generously puts up with my emailing
him all the strange little things that I find on the web. Depending on
where my mind is, I may send him a story on how children get to school
in the Philippines, or the latest greatest BMW motorcycle designed as a
cruiser or anything in between. Certainly, many stories about classic
motorcycles. Some political stories. And occasionally questions about
what's happening in Canada. Expatriate that I am, I occasionally like to
find out about the old country. As for the yard well, it keeps me sane
it's a beautiful green place and there's always something going on in it
whether it is fencing that needs repairing or bamboo that falls over
power lines perhaps fish that jump out of the fishpond for no apparent
reason. Always something to keep one going. Right now, at this very
instant the new tomatoes that have been growing for a few weeks now,
maybe a month they've got actual tiny little tomatoes on them, the
bitter gourds have got blossoms, we're harvesting small amounts of
peanuts, we've got new squash growing and all sorts of other interesting
vegetables and green stuff. But the real joy is not so much what we're
growing but the energy of the garden. It is an incredible benefit to my
psyche even on bad days when I've got to use two canes or on even worse
days when I gotta use my scooter to wander through the garden, there is
energy galore coming out of the Buddha bamboo and the red palms and the
vegetables and the fish and knowing that there's turtles in the
underbrush and all the vegetables that are growing and flowers it truly
is a glorious place to live in and walk in and wander with my mind in. I
would not wish to say that we have gone green, but we try to be
reusable. Our fences are made out of bamboo primarily and when they fall
down well, we put up new bamboo and we build new fences. It's a
marvelous garden. For me, the garden explains why mythology often
has
our mythological ancestors either starting in, or living in, or
defending gardens. I think it's where we are meant to be. Let's call it a
memory handed down through the passage of time through our very genetic
structure. I'm not saying anything for sure here. We're dealing with
proto history and mythology, but they all seemed to point to a time when
we were surrounded by a garden of trees and fruits and vegetables, and
the problems came out when we left the garden and moved into the plains.
Maybe that's genetically built into us, and we remember?
I
find myself, and this is something I imagine goes with old age. Maybe
it's just me but I think it's common. When they come out with a new
motorcycle or a new fancy widget or gadget, I tend to compare them to
the motorcycles cars widgets and gadgets that were around when I was
young and impressionable. And I must say that as much as I acknowledge
the new technology does work a lot better, I'm not convinced that they
perform the function any better. Let me try to explain, but first, a
little sip of coffee. At one point in my checkered past, I was a
dishwasher. I’d get out of that steamy, stinking, hot kitchen at one or
two in the morning and I would hop on my motorcycle. The kitchen I
worked in was in downtown Vancouver. I lived uptown. Most nights I get
out of the restaurant, and I take that half hour ride to where I was
living and I’d and then I’d just keep going another five minutes and get
on the highway. and I would just ride. I wouldn't be riding excessively
cruising. I mean at 2:00 in the morning who wants a speeding ticket?
I’d just cruise down the highway maybe at just before the American
border I would turn right, get off the highway, go down to Crescent
Beach turn left, and ride the side roads to White Rock and then cut back
into the highway and go home again. It was sort of a pork chop shaped
ride. By the time I got home I'd be feeling good. The thing about it is I
was riding a 500CC Triumph Daytona. A little customized. It looked good
and Rick helped me keep it running. It was 1960s technology that was
developed in the early 50s and just worked on for the next 15 or 20
years. I look at the machinery now and I don't know that it gives the
ride any more pleasure for all the new gadgets and gimmicks.
I think that's about it, by the time I check out the spelling and the
grammar that's going to be another hour or two, so much for random
thoughts on a Friday afternoon.
Brian
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